Do you ever wake up on the wrong side of the bed, with weird or uncomfortable feelings? Waking up with wonky feelings is something that can set me off on a negative mental train, and it can hang like a cloud over me, ruining my whole day. Does that happen to you? What are your …
Author: Emma
Let me be wild
It's so much harder to write about the ugly stuff. But I think that's when the most needs to be said. Why do I act so nice all the time? How do I get so stuck in my head? I was just listening to someone talk for like an hour and connecting with them.... …
Let love come, let love go
It can't be forced to stay, when it wants to go. We can only do our best, while it visits, to let Love... feel the love! "This being human is a guest house"... Let the guest room of your life be a place worth staying, for Love. Let it be sunny, breezy, playful, expansive, and …
Personal Power & Boundary Setting in ED Recovery
I started the year with a 10 1/2 day fast, which I broke last Saturday. To my dismay, I rebounded into what felt like a long, semi-continuous binge / disordered eating episode. It's been a journey. I mean, I've been here before, and probably it's been more a part of my life than I want …
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To be instead of to seem
The way of moving forward that comes only from the head is two-dimensional, and will no longer work. It used to work better than it works now. For some people, it is still working. For others, it is being shown to be problematic. We are waking up into a new way of being. It is …
Longing to blossom into more of myself
What a journey, life. What a year so far! It started with the breakup! I mean, really, wow! I didn't see it coming, I wasn't ready for it... and yet, it is now done, and life is moving on, and slowly I am reimagining this life and my place in it. There are moments of …
It is GOOD to be a WOMAN
It is GOOD TO BE A WOMAN. For a woman is sensual, mysterious, mystical. We are the embodiment of the raw creative force; chaotic, beautiful, eternal. The power of the feminine is seen in the miracle of birth, the sensuality of curves and waves, the warmth in the places you feel most safe and loved. …
Musing on the breakup from the beach
Breakups are hard. Part of me is here, and happy to be here; part of me reaches toward the reality I just left, aches for the comfortable and the familiar. There was a stability in that structure; I built myself on top of it for four years; now I must rebuild from the ground, of …
I want to work and love with my hands
For a change of pace, here's a hand-written journal piece. Have a beautiful day 🙂
I don’t know what comes next, I only know what comes now
It is January 4, 2019. I'm sitting at home on the couch. I've been reading, journaling, petting the house cats, thinking, feeling. So many feelings the past few days. So much processing. I broke a 55-hour dry fast with water this morning. I'm holding a water fast for now, maybe through the weekend, maybe longer. …
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Expressions from this side of the here & now 